Not the breathing kind, although that will be continuing indefinitely; what I'm looking for is more of the motivating kind. I know certain things that do it for me, and depending on the situation certain people do as well. But on the whole I tend to need to want to be inspired myself before anything can do it for me. Until recently I just hadn't felt that way for a while. But maybe that is what I need more of now in my life- I could have the music that gets me feeling like that constantly pumped into my ears, or print out those certain phrases/stories that do the trick, but truthfully I'd like it to come from within me- I want to wake up every morning and just feel like I can do anything and everything I want to. And I know I can do it, because I have before. It's just been a while. Maybe a new environment would be good for me too. This is the week for me to figure everything out. Time for a change. And keep on breathing.
10:16 PM
