It is interesting how quickly patterns of behavior can become set in ones mind, and how these expectations lead to assumptions that are not always right. I guess Im wondering to myself 'at what point does such a pattern become one upon which you can rely?' Or is that not really an adequate question for th esituation. Maybe the pattern is being understood after a short period of time, but an abberation occurs that results in a departure from the expected, and thus this subsequent questioning. Noone has any clue what I am really talking about, and Im not about to enlighten you, so don't get your hopes up, this is just a way for me to explore my own thoughts and ideas and have them to look back upon at a later date, when maybe I can draw some real conclusions from my musings. Or more likely I won't think about this specific example again as other patterns will lay themselves down that supercede anything Im thinking about now. Either way I know I've learned something from this expereince: don't spend your time worrying about things like this, cause there is no answer, and thoughts only lead to further confusion. I hope that clears things up for everyone.
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